James "JT" Thomas Jr. marry me now.

happiness is back in style

i fall apart when you're around

When you're here, I'm nowhere

I can't pretend that I'm not down

I show it I know it

I've been a fool - more than once, more than twice

I'm gonna move to a new town where the people are nice

I hope I never, I hope I never have to sigh again

I hope I never, I hope I never have to cry again

I still want to beam and smile

Happiness is back in style

I hope I never, I hope I never have to see you again

Again

It should be possible I know

To see you without stress

But I can see I'll have to go

I'm changing my address

My urge to cry I have failed to conceal

Life - it's no fun when your hunted by the things that you feel

I hope I never, I hope I never have to sigh again

I hope I never, I hope I never have to cry again

I'm for living while you can

I'm an optimistic man

I hope I never, I hope I never have to see you again

---SPLIT ENZ---

love

the dream, the danger

rip dave. it was what you loved

thanks for teaching me

baby

basil, boof and eleanor; the early 90's

all smiles

stunner

memo

Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts

don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours

freedom

...i believe that one day i'll be free...

you belong with me

pay it forward

let's not be hasty

rumors to raise the drinking age to 21? i'm not happy

i'm the hero of this story don't need to be saved

P.S

ffffound.com

...this is my heart. it is a good heart

sitting here watching lightening flash repeatedly and thinking about everyone i miss because i don't seem worth sticking around for, makes me wonder how yesterday the world seemed like my oyster. 11.11 has well passed me by and the first star came out hours ago so before i drift off to sleep i have nothing to wish on as i usually do. I should have learned long ago that "wishing only wounds the heart" but still it seems it's the only thing that keeps me sane. some people may think that my heart feels too strongly but in the end this is my heart and it is a good heart. And even though wishing gets me nowhere, i still wish on stars and chips and fallen eyelashes. and even though my world doesn't seem so colourful i still try and see beauty even if it's not pretty everyday.

oneday i'll make a fairy tale. xx

colour

Colour my life Beautiful.

Dear world.

if you were a person you'd be one of the one's that often puts me in moods that others would prefer not to face. I can occasionally see your beauty when for me you're in black and white but i can just imagine how lovely you'd be in vibrant colour. All i can see is other people's rainbow lives. Always full of suns and always full of love. show me that you can be that hypothetical person for me. A knight in shining amour wouldn't go astray either.

Sincerely yours, E xx

please

give me the strength to enjoy my own company

or....

... find me somebody to love

on love

perhaps oneday somebody will LEARN to fall in LOVE

with the smile i've LEARNED to HATE

http://cyanatrendland.com/2009/09/18/lips-lips-lips-makeup-inspiration/

today i need reminding....

note to self: you need to take this advice for your sanity

ffffound.com

memo

ffffound.com

could you love her any more?

i saw julie and julia today,

meryl streep = amazing and adorable

on being profound

i decided that i lacked 'profanity' and went on a long search traversing sandy deserts and howling seas only to discover that the word profanity meant blasphemous rather than enlightened. someone wise then told me that to be profound is not to have 'profanity' but rather to have 'profoundness' or 'profoundity' and i walked home scratching my head feeling less enlightened than when i began.

chivalry gone?

i

wonder

if

everyone

gives

up

...

'lover, please do not fall to your knees it's not like i believe in everlasting love'

honestly love?

...lorsque je pouvais être seul

back when being alone made magic not pain

when i enjoyed my own company

"c'est tout ce que j'aime" - I'm lovin it!

note to self

wellies and weddings

photo by meg perotti

as they dodge rain drops

with white umbrellas

the child inside her

can't help but smile and splash in puddles

All we can do is keep breathing

I want to change the world, instead i sleep

I want to believe in more than you and me

But all that i know is i'm breathing

All i can do is keep breathing

All we can do is keep breathing now

...

oisive jeunesse à tout asservie, Par délicatesse j'ai perdu ma vie

idle youth

enslaved by everything,

by being too sensitive

i have wasted my life

The person you love is 72.8% water

the umbrella blew inside out

her boots are discarded

in a puddle on the ground

and the feeling in her toes

is fading as the cold

seeps right through to her bones

and she's walking all alone

frozen on a swing

her fingers are firmly

wrapped around the chains

and she's swinging with the breeze

as the drenching rain and cold

seeps right through to her bones

and she's playing all alone

bed sheets tossed away

her body is tightly

curled into itself

and she's trying not to freeze

as the howling of the wind

seeps right through to her bones

and she's sleeping all alone

everyone uses buckets

these days

if only i could catch all my tears

i'd save the world

are people born wicked>? or do they have wickeness thrust upon them?

change minds, break hearts, feed the hungry, dance the dance of a thousand nightingales and find love in the reflection of a shallow pond