sitting here watching lightening flash repeatedly and thinking about everyone i miss because i don't seem worth sticking around for, makes me wonder how yesterday the world seemed like my oyster. 11.11 has well passed me by and the first star came out hours ago so before i drift off to sleep i have nothing to wish on as i usually do. I should have learned long ago that "wishing only wounds the heart" but still it seems it's the only thing that keeps me sane. some people may think that my heart feels too strongly but in the end this is my heart and it is a good heart. And even though wishing gets me nowhere, i still wish on stars and chips and fallen eyelashes. and even though my world doesn't seem so colourful i still try and see beauty even if it's not pretty everyday.
oneday i'll make a fairy tale. xx
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